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Title:	Today was GREAT!!!!
Date:	2006-08-30 @ 14:46
Security:	public
Music:	Led Zeppelin
Mood:	happy

Today Was Orgasmic!!!!!

I had lunch with alex and he came and met me outside. just me and him hung out he wasn't with all his friends, so he spent all of his time with me.
He is being so nice to me today and this whole week, we haven't gotten in any fights
during lunch we were talking and he was saying how he's going to do something with his friends this weekend.
and I asked him what day.
he said friday
and I kind of made a face because we were hanging out on friday
and he quickly said "well i'm going to hang out with them friday during the day and i'm going to hang out with you friday night, saturday, and sunday
This made me very happy.. when he wants to be he can be soo nice...
yea and i'm going to his house after my mom gets off of work.

I'm having a wonderful day....

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Title:	So its been better
Date:	2006-08-28 @ 14:42
Security:	public
Music:	The Pixies- where is my mind
Mood:	happy

well things have gotten better since friday, i'm so happy for some reason today. i'm in an awesome mood even the fact that alex didn't hang out with me during lunch didn't bother me. And last night alex said that one day this weekend he was going to hang out with his friends and I was like ok and it didn't even bother me that he didn't want to hang out with me...

I over react to things. Alex is really a good boyfriend its just that when he dose do something mean I completely blow it out of proportion......i'm trying this new thing though. whenever I get mad i'm just going to get off the phone for a few minutes. I think that will help....hopefully...because I really hate fighting.

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Title:	Untitled
Date:	2006-08-27 @ 11:19
Security:	public
Music:	Led Zeppelin
Mood:	relieved

OK well like always I was worrying for no reason, me and alex talked and we're doing ok again.
I think sometimes I don't realize how much I love him until we get in a fight or something....
but we hung out last night and it was wonderful....

I'm happy again...

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Title:	I dont know whats going on
Date:	2006-08-26 @ 11:53
Security:	public
Mood:	nervous

ok so last night I hung out with pauli, anna, and jory.
and of course alex didn't call me or make an effort to see me....I have a bad feeling about this...
I've been so nervous since friday....and it didn't help that he told me on thursday that he didn't want to see me on friday
and that he had stuff to think about.....

I hope he knows that i love him.....

boys suck, im really sick of this stupid shit
I told him i'm sorry and that's all I can do.
but he said that we're going to hang out today
i'm hoping everything turns out ok
I don't want to have my heart broken again....

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Title:	ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
Date:	2006-08-25 @ 14:36
Security:	public
Mood:	exhausted

Ok so im tired of talking about my relationship problems i've complained enough this week.
so tonight I think i'm hanging out with pauli, jory, anna, james, and maybe emily I think we're going to artmosphere.
I hope I have a fun fight free weekend.....probably not but its worth hoping for.

call me if you want to chill....mmkay.

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Title:	Lost.....
Date:	2006-08-24 @ 14:49
Security:	public
Mood:	confused

I'm so confused!!!!...boys are stupid...Why can't he just tell me that he doesn't want to hang out with me?
I'd rather be hurt now than be hurt later....I don't know what to do.
All I know is that i'm tired of fighting, i'm tired of trying to do something right and failing miserably.
I love alex but, i'm very confused.....

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Title:	Yea......
Date:	2006-08-23 @ 14:51
Security:	public
Mood:	indescribable

So alex should be coming over soon...maybe he hasnt called me yet so I dont know.
I realized last night that me and alex get in a lot of fights...I dont know why...sometimes he aggravates me.
But thats probably because hes a guy and all guys aggravate me no matter who they are.
But i hope he knows that I love him very much.

So we decided that were going to hang out on saturday and sunday because hes hanging out with his friends...im ok with that its just im going to be bored and im going to miss him very much and I dont get to hang out with him untill 8pm and by that time hes going to be falling asleep....whatever.
Ive also realized that not only am I a horrible girlfriend but I also am very selfish.....alex should be honest will me more often...its very educational.

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Title:	The other entry
Date:	2006-08-22 @ 15:49
Security:	public
Mood:	ecstatic

OK so my mom decided that its not necessary that I go camping (YAY) so i'm available this weekend.

me and alex are most likely hanging out on one or two days this weekend which is good enough for me as long as I get to see him....

school is good...every test that i've taken so far (about three) I've made 100's on, so....I pretty much rock....in case you didn't already know.

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Title:	OK
Date:	2006-08-22 @ 15:46
Security:	public
Mood:	ecstatic

OK sorry guys I didnt have the right email address yfor the old LJ so this is my new one

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